God's Creature

I'm sitting there in the waiting room today at the animal hospital. Totally wrapped up in my own worry about Stella. I was waiting to hear the results of her x-ray and how many more kittens she still had to deliver. I had gotten the news that the first kitten (breech and very large) was dead, as I had suspected.

A man walked in carrying a cardboard box. He was dressed in work clothes and appeared to be Mexican. Def. Latino with a heavy accent. The box meowed.

"I found this kitten at work. I'm a carpenter and we heard it meowing in a basement." He gently placed the box on the counter.

The woman behind the front desk reached in and picked up a tiny, gray kitten. Maybe 7 or 8 weeks old. It meows at her.

"It's pretty sick. Definitely an upper respiratory infection and he has a wound. Pretty rough shape. Is it yours?"

"No, I just found him. I tried to go to O'Connors, but the hospital there is closed now. So I bring him here. Is a boy or girl?"

"Boy. But we'll probably just put him to sleep if no one is paying for his care."

"Oh. Well, what? Really?"

"Yeah, unless you claim him and pay for his care he'll be euthanized."

He looks at the little kitten in her hands. It mews loudly. He sighed heavily and walked around the waiting room for a moment. I could see him doing the math in his head. Or the logisitics and responsibility in owning a kitten, and a sick one at that. His decision was made for him when the woman placed him back in the box. As she started to pick it up and walk into the back room he rushed up to the counter.

"His name is Gray."

He sat down then and looked in my direction.

"He's God's creation." A small head shake in total disbelief that an animal hospital should find a homeless, sick kitten so expendable. He suddenly looked resigned to his new role as Pet Owner. His expression changed quite distinctly from Good Samaritan to Concerned Parent.

The woman behind the desk is smiling, but asks one more time. "Sir, his care is going to be pretty expensive. He's one sick kitten. Are you sure?"

The newly minted kitten owner stood up, took out his wallet and tossed a credit card onto the counter.

"I'm sure."

I smiled at him and said, "Congrats Daddy."

I think that from now on, when I'm pretty sure the world has gone to shit... I'm going to think of this man. Who today proved once and for all the human race is still pretty decent. Pretty damned decent.




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Stella Dubois, in the flesh

Stella. Not a mommy cat.

My cat went into labor. The kitten was breach and after about an hour of pushing and my gently tugging, the kitty just wasn't coming. I rushed her to the animal hospital. The kitten was dead when they delivered it. An x-ray confirmed that it was the only kitten.

I guess cool colored cats tend to only have one or two big kittens. And the female cool looking cats tend to have a tilted birth canal or va-jay. All this usually means that the kittens are still born or momma needs a c-section.

Stella could have died from this. If you know me you know how much I love her. We've been through the shit together you know? She's resting upstairs. I'm a little sad for her. I mean, after all that she doesn't even get one baby. Poor kitty. This really sucks.

There's a pretty cool story to go along with this that has to do with a construction worker and a found gray kitten. More to come.

The Awesomeness That is Me

On my never-ending quest to make ends meet, I hereby announce that for two weeks in a row my grocery bill was way, way under $100.  Of course, this does not include diapers/wipes. 

Such is my awesome frugalness.  Now I can blow $130 on a hair cut and color! Go ME!

Meds

My meds for my virus* makes me very loopy and unable to concentrate. I feel downright dizzy and its time to take another one. This is going to get interesting!

*I am refusing to call it shingles. Too nasty sounding.


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Ugh.

Danielle's school called: she's sick and needs to be picked up.

Daycare called: Seth has hives all over his face.

Autumn has had a sore throat for over a week. She needs to see a doc on Monday if not better.

I'm heading back to the doc in an hour for my creepy shingles. Who the hell named them that? Shingles. Sounds so freaking nasty. Bleck. For the record, my arm would be better served lopped off below the shoulder. And they're spreading.

The bright side: Danielle will sleep a lot from the fever. Seth will sleep better after I give him Benadryl. I'll sleep better after I get more pain meds.

Love this.


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Sick Follow up

After a weekend of sleeping and feeling like crap, I ended up with an incredibly sore arm. The soreness stretched up to my armpit area and then down my left side and headed toward my elbow. I couldn't figure out what the heck was wrong, so I ignored it. Wednesday I woke up and found this sunburn-looking rash right where the hurt was the worst.

Can't really ignore a red streak... went to the doctor. And the doctor said, "No more monkeys Infection." Or, shingles. Don't think its shingles, the rash would be bubbly. So, I'm on these super antibiotics that make me sick as a dog. Go Keflex! And for pain, I'm taking mostly Motrin and at night Percocet... which also make me sick. Good times. This morning the rash had moved along and is now trying to wrap around my elbow.

Oh crap. Doc's office (AKA, my sister the medical assistant there) just called. The rash, because its so damn itchy, is actually shingles. I guess it doesn't need bubbles after all. Lovely.





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Out of the cave

Aaron and I recently got our cable hooked back up. Over the summer with me not working and the weather being what it is, we went without. How in the world did we survive?!! My God I love television. Its sad really. Oh, and because we're "new" customers we got all these great discounts. I went in big too, got me Showtime, HBO, Starz and a DVR!! Woot!

Yeah, so if you have Showtime, the greatest television show in the world, ever, in all of tv history is on there. Weeds. Best. Damn. Show. Ever. Other gem is Dexter. Tres noir, but superb acting and writing. But, I gotta tell you, Nancy Botwin is a hero to every female alive. I think you can rent Season 1... if so, it is absolutely worth it. Kevin Nealon steals every damn scene he is in. Check out my little widget up there. Oh, very not for kids.

In addition to Heroes (which totally rocked btw), I'm watching Prison Break (mostly for the sweaty men running around and beating each other up - I never claimed I wasn't shallow), How I Met Your Mother, Office, Scrubs. Oh yeah, I just discovered Tell Me You Love Me on HBO. Interesting show <insert throat clearing here>.

On the brain-feeding side of the boob tube... I've been watching The War on PBS. I knew almost nothing about WWII. Or, I thought I knew a little. Now I see how little I really knew. There is a book out too and I'm thinking of picking it up. it is a 14 hour film documenting the war from the men fighting it to the women keeping the country running. Every point of view is counted here and told from their experiences, first hand. The War Effort at home, what these women did to keep things moving and make it possible to get planes off the ground, ammunition made and shipped, children cared for and fed, homes taken care of... simply amazing. It isn't like it is now, these women created daycares and walked miles to work. Most of them didn't drive... because it was still considered a bit unladylike back then. Rosy the Riveter. Amazing stuff.

It was Mountain Day today at MHC. I arrived at my office at about 8ish and by 8:40 I was sent home for a free day off... paid. Nice. Damn I love that place. Its a very cool tradition, but I wasn't about to climb a mountain!

So, Happy Mountain Day! C'est tres bien.





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HEROES

BACK ON IN T-6 MINUTES AND COUNTING!! WOOT!!!! YOU HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM!!!!

Popcorn popping
Beer at the ready
DVR ready

Can I get a whoop whoop??


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Bitching

After about 2 days of pain, nausea and vomiting and fever and chills and back pain... I'm thinking I didn't have another ovarian cyst. Off to the doc tomorrow to figure this out. The fever is gone and most of the pain, but I'm still totally exhausted. I slept from 8am until almost 4 today... thank you Aaron. I got up with the boys at 6ish, but I just couldn't stay up. Poor guy didn't get out of work until 2am.

Off to do the bedtime thing for boys and try to watch The War on PBS. I have my DVR set just in case. God I love that thing.


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Make this!

Pretty awesome home-made play dough.


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Freaking Cool

What a great idea.


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Pain and a weird dream

I'm on about 2 or 3 percocets and my 4th beer. I get ovarian cysts and when they get big and ready to pop, the pain is incredibly, well, painful. Trying to type on that many pain killers is interesting. I'm having problems with this keyboard. I loved it when I first got it, but the level of push needed is annoying. It's my Mac wireless one and right now I'm ready to fling it. My work let me buy this crazy, kick-ass keyboard and since then I'm totally spoiled.

Anyhow, back to me and my whiny self. If you have ever had this problem, you know what I'm talking about. Honestly it's like labor pain. Last night it was so bad I was tempted to just taken to the ER via ambulance. I was home with just the boys and Danielle. My sisters were a big help, they called my mom for me. In the meantime I finally reached Aaron and he came home from work early. Mind you, I think he has left work early exactly once before since he started working there about 4 years ago.

Yucky stuff.

I had the weirdest dream last night:

First of all, I was in a home type of place. Like my home/not my home. My whole family was there, all my kids. And I could fly. All these weird beaver/rodent things with blond hair (not fur, it was blond hair) were rabid and they were biting everyone. And everyone had all these problems and they were trying to get me to help. I had a lot of money and I was writing out checks to my sisters and brothers. But I was just trying to get away from that house. It was awful. But then I remembered I could fly (because that's something you forget), so I started flapping my arms like a lunatic. My dad looked at me and said, "Just go, just get away for a while. It's fine." My mom started yelling at me about the kids and who would watch them. I said, "They're fathers. Besides, Autumn and Danielle don't even like me anyhow." How horrible is that?

As I took to the air and looked around me, I saw the ocean and I was afraid because I couldn't fly all that well just yet. This little rodent thingy bit my foot just before I got up pretty high and it was just the boost I needed to take off. I shook it off and Aaron shot it for me. He waved at me and smiled, "Its cool Jenn, do what you need to do, we'll be here when you get back."

I flew over the ocean and into the sunset. I waved at people in sailboats and cruise ships. I could hear them shouting, "Hey! Its Jenn Curran, the women who can fly!" I started getting better at controlling my direction and height and I was spinning and tumbling in the air. I sort of floated over the water and listening to its sounds. Dolphins were jumping up and flipping. I closed my eyes and just sort of went with the wind. It was the most peaceful and wonderful feeling I've felt in a long time. When I finally woke up, I still had that feeling.

Pretty cool shiz. Pretty horrible too in a way. I really think it was a death dream. I think I died in that dream.


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Old School

 

I had some fun with my old Nikon N65 a couple weeks ago. Here are the results with a little help from Picasa on the motorcycle shot. No pics of Autumn, she wouldn't let me. And the picture of Seth features a really nice snot shot so I didn't post. It was fun using film again.
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Most favoritist webiste

I cannot, cannot get enough of this stupid website. It is so freaking hysterical... please go check it out. Like daily or something. If you love movies, you will love it. Promise. Its like the My Big Fat Greek Wedding of movie websites.


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Preconceived Notions


A few weeks ago I
was dropping the boys off at daycare.
There were all these Longmeadow-types there with "United Way Volunteer Day" t-shirts. They were brazen-faced in their good will, charity for the poor kids of Springfield attitudes. They parked their Lexus SUVs in a little line, all in a row like JP's matchboxes. Blond bobs, perfectly coiffed brunettes. Nails done in tasteful French manicures. Brand new Nike sneakers and creased denim, no doubt purchased for their trip to the other side of the tracks.

I parked my van and walked up to the door while holding two little hands, a bag of diapers and changes of clothes dangling from my elbow. In a Price-Rite bag, no less. Keys looped over a finger. Glasses slipping down my nose. Seth was pulling one way, JP the other.

"Oh, look Buffy! Are they twins?!" Blond Bob joyously asked.

I look up to see the I'M HERE TO HELP YOU POOR SLOBS t-shirt. Ugh.

"Yes. Hi." My reply was polite but crisp.

I begin to notice that BB has friends everywhere. She's no doubt the coordinator, she is holding a clipboard with a shiny PhD pen attached to it. I have the same stupid pen, same color and everything.

"We're from the United Way and we'll be spending the day here reading to the kids, cleaning, doing some painting and playing with the kids." BB is so fucking proud of herself. I could puke.

Now, there are a lot of things I wished I had said. Maybe, "Oh thank God, because I hate reading to my kids." Or, "You can read!?"

"Oh, that's very nice of you." God, I wanted to say "white" instead of "nice".

I brushed past them thanking the Lord above I had dressed up for work that day. I was wearing my best/most favorite shoes and new pants.

Freaking volunteers were everywhere, smiling at me like I was a specimen they had read about. Another mom was coming up behind me, her fake grin matched mine. I gave her the universal eyebrow handshake. She shrugs it off... like its just what happens in life. I could almost hear the, "Girl, let it go. These bitches are nothing to worry about."

No one else seemed to care. I was stunned. Where was the indignation? We were being pigeon-holed! On my drive to work I really thought about my visceral reaction to BB and her cohorts. What the hell was that about anyhow? What is wrong with people helping out? I mean, isn't that what we're supposed to do? Why did I feel so, so misunderstood? Misrepresented? Judged? Her assumptions leaped out of her eyes and she saw me as something I am NOT.

What am I not? And why am I so sure about her assumptions?

For starters, I'm white too. I know what I saw when I first moved to Springfield. After a while you get past the clothes that look "ghetto-ish." You know, the baggy pants, the too-big t-shirts on the boys and men. The tiny shirts and tight pants on some of the girls/women. But the thing is, none of the parents here dress like that. We're all working parents here. If anything I'm the idiot in bad clothes who needs a manicure. These ladies dress. And the kids are always clean, wearing the nicest clothes and whitest sneakers I've ever seen. Honestly, do they wash the sneakers every night? Its amazing.

I felt like I had some secret bond to these families and that this white bitch needed to take a ride and get the hell out. "Don't judge us! Get back to your 5,000 square feet and nannies."

Another thing was that she assumed that I was:

a. Living in a hovel
b. uneducated
c. ignorant.
d. that I was somehow not a good mother.

I hated that I was going to a place/dropping my kids off at a place that the public would have on their list of places that needs volunteers.

When I really get down to it, I'm struck dumb with this thought...

Who the hell am I to judge her? How do I know that she doesn't live two streets down from me? How do I know anything about her? What does it say about me that I'm so quick to judge someone just because they're white?








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NEW NAME

I changed the name of my blog because I decided it was stupid.


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Ye be drinkin' rum do ye?

ye scallywags! Now off to walk the plank with ye.

Happy Talk Like a Pirate Day!! arrrrrr.


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Farce of the Penguins

I'm pretty sure this is the stupidest movie ever. That being said, with the right medicinal aid I can totally see how it could be funny. Not that I, myself, would ever know about that.

ahb-cheeb dude.

Actually this part is pretty funny. there's a dead penguin and no one can figure out who is dead. Get it? Cause they're all penguins and they all look alike? Get it? do you?

Tracy Morgan is pretty funny too. and Lewis Black.

I guess it isn't the stupidest movie ever. Armageddon is safe as the worst movie ever!!! No hitter!

Don't Tase Me, Bro

I hadn't even read the news today and found out about this on the 'tumor.

This IS still America, right? I mean, this dude was pretty annoying,and the whole thing has the air of Setup around it. You just don't go around being that annoying off the cuff.

regardless, the idiot cops fricking tazed the dude for being an idiot.

Downtime and Monkeys

The weather in these parts is damn perfect lately. God I love this.

Yesterday I got to hang out with adults. I went to my BFF Dan's play reading. The composer of the play, Michael, hosted the gathering. His home a restored Victorian built in 1903. The hardword still has the original in-lays, all the woodwork is totally restored throughout right down to the dental work outside and the built-ins in the dining room. A small group of us sat around a baby grand piano and read the first 5 scenes out loud while Michael played the songs on the piano and sang. Sipping wine and snacking on veggies, fruit and cheese. Lovely. Just lovely. The other mom in the group enjoyed it as much as I did!

I just couldn't get over that house. It was so beautiful and so CLEAN! No toys, no dog hair, no pop wrappers anywhere. Amazing. I envy the gay man life sometimes. I really do. Of course, it was pretty nice to get home and be greeted by two little voices saying in chorus, "Mommy!!! Hi Mommmmyyyy!"

Did I really write BFF? What a dork.

Auditions are coming for the play I'm directing. I get a knot in my stomach every time I think about it. The doubting monkeys in my mind are out in force. Here's what the little bastards are saying:

*You haven't done theatre in years, you have no clue what you're doing.

*You don't have enough experience to do this.

*You can't block for shit.

*Do you even know how to run auditions?

*That script analysis is a joke.

*The show is too big for you.

*You'll never get people to audition...

The list goes on. But you know something, if you don't do things that scare the hell out of you... are you even alive? That's my take on it. I *can* do this. And I can do a great job. So, monkeys be damned... I'm doing this. And its gonna kick some ass.

So Arthur Miller... a chick is about to direct your (in my opinion) best play. How do you like me now?


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funny

Celibacy is not hereditary.

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The New Daycare

Seth and JP go to a daycare in Springfield that is about 100% government funded. Every parent there is there by gov't voucher/subsidy. Just like us. Without it I would be paying about $550 per week for them to go there. What this means is that they do the best they can with what they have. This past year the boys have had new teachers about every 4 months with only one staying the whole time. Rhonda. And I love Rhonda. If it weren't for her, I would have taken them out much sooner.

I went on a tour today at StonyBrook Child Center and had my socks knocked off. I think they're somewhere in the third or fourth playground. This daycare is owned by Mt Holyoke College - its right across campus from my office. The infant/young toddler playground is a courtyard that is outside of their classrooms. Yeah, each of the classrooms have a door leading directly out to their play area. The bigger kids (Seth and JP) have two play areas: one big play scape and a blacktop space. The blacktop space is for bouncing balls and... here's the kicker.... riding bikes!!! They have a dozen tricycles, training-wheeled bikes and regular bikes. They also have indoor play areas and a separate play area for the after-school kids.

Each classroom has 3 teachers and students from Mt. Holyoke. The scheduling system means that kids are never corralled into one class until a certain time. One teacher has a 9 hour work day everyday so that she is there when my sons are dropped off and there when I pick them up. She is free during 4:30-5:30 to chat with parents about each of the kids' days and if there are any concerns. She keeps a checklist about everything from potty routine, to what they ate to what they loved about their day.

Also... they have their own woods. They go hiking almost every day. They are outside 1-2 hours every day as long the temp is between 40 - 85. And if it has been raining for few days, they put a huge tent over the main play area and go out and play anyhow. Unbelievable.

My favorite part is this: There weren't any gated off areas. Kids get to play with what they want, when they want. The teachers don't dictate that now its Coloring Time when all they want to do is play legos. You get to play with the lego's as long as you damn want to. And... they don't even own televisions. Computers are in the pre-school and after-school classrooms only.

My grant that I get to help pay for this will transfer to Stony Brook. This means I'll be paying exactly the same amount.

Sometimes things just fall into place don't they? This is a blessing, a complete and total blessing.

Oh... I was worried about going to a place where all the kids are white/WASP-like. There are children here from 10 countries! There are kids who speak Spanish, French, Japanese, Chinese and many others. There are children who come from wealthy families and families who are more like mine (broke-ass working class). There are single mommies, single dads and gay families and traditional married families. Blended families too. It was pretty amazing to see actually.

This is good. This is very good.


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My boy.

JP is struggling,still. He has a very, very hard time dealing with too much stimulus or comotion. He also can't handle change very well. Any break in the expected routine of his day totally sets him off. About a month ago his teacher, his favorite teacher, was transferred. Since then, his behaviors have gotten pretty bad. I shouldn't say his behaviors, more like his inability to self-regulate.

Its sort of like when you get so angry you can't shake it? You know that horrible out-of-control feeling that takes you a while to get over? Well, that's what happens to him. A total inability to get "back" to normal or at least a state of being where he is in control. He flings himself on the ground, bangs his head, screams and screams and cries. Lovely. The poor little guy.

His teachers, in their attempt to deal with him, do whatever they have a moment for. Right now there are 12 kids in his class with 3 teachers. You can imagine how hard it would be for them. I think maybe they're short staffed, but I don't care. I love his teacher Rhonda, she is the one constant in his day and has been with them since they started going to daycare.

It was suggested to me today that I consider switching them to a daycare that is basically where I work. Its a private daycare/preschool and big bucks. Lucky for me, I work here and they will take my voucher so that it won't really cost me any more than the other government run place they are at now. I don't really care about fancy toys or new nap mats. I don't need a super fancy play yard or custom designed pull ropes for walks. The issue here is that this new place is 9 to a class with 3 teachers. They require teachers to hold a BA. All of them. And the students at Mount Holyoke work there too, in fact a lot of them volunteer. This translates to more support and higher educated teachers. And access to teachers who have minors in Spec Ed.

I guess I can't go wrong by switching. The one thing that bothers me is that I like the fact that my sons are surrounded by kids who don't all look like them. Who speak other languages. I don't want them to go to a place where every child is white. I don't even know if this is the case over there... I am just hoping it isn't.

Other things I was told to do included getting him evaluated by a psychiatrist and possibly sign him up for Social Security benefits. I could use the money to buy him toys and materials to help him. I don't know. I have to go to these meetings about establishing your Special Needs Child's Rights and IEPs and services for your Special Needs Child. Is he really special needs? Or is he just a more "needy" kid? I am afraid of turning him into a little project or puzzle that just needs figuring out. With the right therapies and tests he'll be "normal"? Really? I am hesitant to slap a label on my son. He is two and a half. Is it bad that he really only likes playing on his own? I always thought that was normal for some kids.

I fear making the wrong decision. I am afraid of doing too much (and yes, you can do too much) or not enough. I'm struggling once again with balance. Finding the right assistance and skills for him to learn so that life will be easier to cope with. That's what I want. Tools. He needs tools. I'm really struggling with this one.




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Where we were.

I was ironing my work clothes. Ken was sitting on the couch and he sort of gasped.



"Oh MAN!! Some pilot just crashed into the World Trade Center! Dude, that HAD to hurt!"


I kept ironing, but his prodding and persuasive, "Oh dude! That suuuucks!" made me too curious to stay in my room. I peeked out into the living room. The television showed Katie and Matt sort of stuttering and saying how they didn't know what happened and blah blah blah.


"Wow, that's crazy. Why would they know what the hell happened? Shut up Katie and Matt. God,that's annoying. How the hell would they have a clue? Are they the fucking FAA?" I hadn't had my morning coffee yet and I was running late for work.


From the bathroom I hear, "JENN! HOLY SHIT! COME HERE! ANOTHER FRICKIN' PLANE JUST
HIT THE OTHER TOWER! JENN! WE'RE UNDER ATTACK, COME HERE! WE ARE SO GOING TO WAR."

Ken, always the astute historian-slash-politico. He started in on the war and naming everyone we knew in the military.


Autumn was at school, Danielle was in the living room. I went running in and saw in full color, along with the rest of the country, the two towers on fire. Black, billowing smoke. I dialed Autumn's school to see if they were sending kids home or what they were doing about this. That immediate, I was on the phone. I just didn't know what else to do.


Danielle was pointing at the television. She had turned 5 just a few weeks ago and was already in her kindergarten clothes. Half-day for her. "Mommy, the plane crashed. Why did it do that?"

"I don't know Danielle."

"Did the man get hurt? Maybe he fell asleep?"

"No, I don't think he fell asleep. I don't think he wanted to hit the building. Why don't you go play or get a book buddy?"

Katie and Matt weren't looking like they knew any more than us, and they looked as shaken as we all were.


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When will today just be another day again?

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The Microchip and Cancer Link

I had considered getting one of these and was talked out of it by
my SATZ training group. I just read this and thought I would pass it along.

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Itchmo Pet News Daily Digest

Microchip Implants Linked To Animal Tumors In Research Animals



Posted: 09 Sep 2007 08:51 AM CDT



Various veterinary and toxicology studies done since the mid-1990s found

that microchip implants were linked to malignant tumors in some lab

mice and

rats.



"The transponders were the cause of the tumors," said Keith Johnson, a

retired toxicologic pathologist, said in regards to a 1996 study he

led at Dow

Chemical.



The Associated Press is reporting the results of these studies were not

made public by microchip companies or federal regulatory agencies.

When the FDA

was asked which studies they were aware of, they declined to answer.

Microchip

companies and even the American Medical Association said they were

unaware of

these studies.



The studies found that lab mice and rats injected with microchips

sometimes developed subcutaneous "sarcomas" - malignant tumors, most

of them

encasing the implants.



In 1998, a Connecticut study including 177 mice reported cancer incidence

to be slightly higher than 10 percent of research animals implanted with

microchips.



A 2006 study done in France showed tumors in 4.1 percent of 1,260

microchipped mice.



In 1997, a study in Germany reported cancers in 1 percent of 4,279 mice.

The researchers wrote that the tumors "are clearly due to the implanted

microchips."



For some cancer specialists, seeing these results from lab studies is

alarming.



"There's no way in the world, having read this information, that I would

have one of those chips implanted in my skin, or in one of my family

members,"

said Dr. Robert Benezra, head of the Cancer Biology Genetics Program

at the

Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center in New York.



Dr. Cheryl London, a veterinarian oncologist at Ohio State University said

tens of thousands of dogs have been chipped. So far, veterinary

pathologists

have not reported outbreaks of tumors in the area of the neck, where

canine

implants are mostly done.



The Associated Press reported that there were two published reports about

malignant tumors in two chipped dogs. In one incident, the researchers

said

cancer seemed to be linked to the implant of the microchip. In the

other case,

the cause of the cancer was uncertain.



She added that there is a need for a 20-year study of microchipped dogs to

see the biological effects. Another veterinary oncologist at the

National Cancer

Institute agreed and said this evidence "does suggest some reason to be

concerned about tumor formations."



Source: The Associated Press

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Weekends R Fun

JP has been screaming every night at bedtime. Over an hour each night of this horrible screaming. It will wear a person down. Every damn night he is just impossible to get to sleep. And then Saturday he pulled this lovely routine at naptime. After two hours of trying to get the boys to sleep I called up my sister Lisa, popped the boys in the van and went to her house. They fell asleep on the drive over and we ended up staying until after 9. Got home at 10 and both boys went right to sleep. It was an amazing reprieve and my sister and I had a really great visit.

My daughters had slept over there the night before, so they were playing with her kids while the boys played with her husband and her youngest son Brian. Trucks, train, airplanes, legos... you name it. JP found this old broken plastic plane and hasn't put it down since then. Brian let him take it home and he has been sleeping and eating with it ever since. Seth found this tiny little motorcycle and has been doing pretty much the same thing. Funny how they do that. Find one toy out of hundreds that is "The Toy" for a few weeks. Silly kids.

Danielle and Lauren made up this ridiculous poem/song/performance art thing for my mom and dad. It was Grandparents Day yesterday, so they performed for them.

A sample:

Grandma loves us all, she always catches us when we fall. <Danielle falls into Lauren's arms here>

Grandma has a cat named Frankie/Never blow your nose in hankie.

Grandpa C is always knock-knock jokin'
When he's drinkin' his Diet Cokin'

Yeah, it was pretty corny but pretty funny too. They're crazy those two.

Aaron and I escaped yesterday, for almost 2 hours, in the middle of the day!! We went for a couple of beers with my sister Kathy. It was her Birthday Weekend. When you're as cool as her, you get to celebrate for 3 days instead of the average 1. Aaron was more interested in the big screen version of the Patriot's game, but s'all good. Autumn babysat. Had a few brews with Kate and friends. Her son Pat came by and we had a lovely little visit. Hadn't seen him in a while, so that was pretty cool.

Great weekend all told. Even Clancy got to go play and run at my mom and dad's. He's turning out to be a pretty damn cool dog. I can see in a few years how he'll be and I'm pretty proud of the mutt. He looked so perty with his freshly washed fur and all fluffed out. Hahaha. Neat.




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Dunkin' Donuts is really annoying.

Not sure if this is a Western Mass phenomona, but the following is a typical order at any DD. It makes me want to crawl inside the speaker and.... well... just watch:


DD: Hi, may I take your order?

Me: Yes, I would like a medium French Vanilla iced coffee, cream and sugar an-

DD: That's a medium French Vanilla iced coffee, cream and sugar. Anything else?

Me: Yeah, I would like a boston cream donut an-

DD: So a medium French Vanilla iced coffee, cream and sugar and a boston cream donut. Anything else?

Me: Yes, I also need two apple juices a-

DD: Okay, so, that's.... blah blah blah. Anything else?

Me: Yeah, I have 4 kids with me, so there's a lot more.


Why, why do they do this EVERY damn time? EVERY. TIME. Just let me freaking order and I'll tell you when I'm done, and then you can say it all back.

So damn annoying. Stupid Tirozzi's Bakery. Stupid. Closed up shop and now I'm left with corporate donuts and crappy coffee. I totally blame them for this.


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Plan B Life

I believe in Plan B, I am the product of my own Plan B. The Plan A types tend to follow their narrow paths and never see the beauty that their own Plan B could have brought into their lives. They shut off their peripheral vision and tunnel forward. Plan B women embrace the curves and highs and lows that life brings to their doors... their ever-swinging doors.

Plan B means rolling with the punches and changing your mind and your life. Plan B means nothing surprises you and everything is going to be fine. Plan A means everything else waited while your goals were being tackled, lassoed and hurled onto your "Done" pile. Plan A means you probably didn't take that vacation or ate that extra piece of chocolate cake. Plan A means you scheduled Quality Time with your loved ones and checked it off your To Do list. It means you never uttered the words, "One more beer and I'm outta here." And it certainly means you've never had cause to take a cab home.

Plan B means you let life lead the way. And wherever you ended up was exactly where you were destined to be.

I love my Plan B life. My crazy, unplanned, filled with destiny and fate and twisting and turning and curvy life. I am right where I was supposed to be.


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Weekend catch up

Three days with no cable, no internet. I cleaned, did laundry*, took Clancy on a playdate with his brothers, and rearranged my living room. I moved every piece of furniture in that room and now my back is damn killing me. Lovely.

So, yeah, Clancy went to play with 2 brothers from the same litter and another brother who is 5 months old (same parents). The four of them played and played and Clancy humped and humped poor Harley.
I haven't gotten him fixed yet (I know, I know) and he developed an immediate crush on his brother Harley. Other than that, they all had a great time. I took off running with these 4 awesome dogs and every one of them grabbed my shirt with their mouths!! Silly Golden Retrievers! It was so cool though, running with them all. Makes me want to add to the family. Maybe in another year.

On the girl front, we went school shopping. I got them haircuts and Autumn got her new stupid flat iron. I say stupid flat iron because the one I bought her a year ago, and paid about $100 for, no longer heats up. So, we went to JC Penny's and they had a few on sale. I saw the sign say $130, so I grabbed the model next to it. I think it was supposed to be like $79 or something. I asked the young lady at the counter how much it would be (they were all on sale) and she said, "Oh, that's $39." Now, I knew that there was no way that was right. She rang it up, it said $59. So.... she OVER-RIDES the price and sells it to me for the $39!! WIN! I told Autumn she had X dollars to do her shopping and if she wanted to spend it all on a stupid flat iron, whatever. Less running around right? Whatever.

At least she still isn't pierced anywhere. She wants her lip pierced so badly, but I am sort of calling her bluff on this. I really think she won't push it because she is scared. So, I said yes. Two months ago. Still hasn't pressed the issue. Nice!

My sons are on a sleep strike. Every. Single. Night. They wake up. For a while JP was doing so great. Seth would get up around 1 or 2am and want a drink, then just go right back. The last two nights have ended up with JP waking up from Seth. This is bad. JP doesn't just go back to sleep. He takes like two hours to settle back down and just screams and cries the whole damn time. It's super fun! Wish me luck tonight, I'm just dragging ass over here.

Right, so back to work!


*Laundry: much easier with a dryer!! My Aunt and Uncle had a dryer that was nearly new and offered it to Aaron and I. Things I noticed right away:

1. It has a light that turns on when you open the door (genius!)

2. It is very, very quiet

3. My clothes are actually dry in less than 2 hours.

4. It has a buzzer that you can turn on, off and adjust the volume.

5. It has a special cycle that keeps your clothes moving and just warm enough to not wrinkle.

6. It doesn't have flames shooting out of it.

7. It turns on every time I press "Start".

8. The lint thingy is in a place that is easy to see and get too.

9. It's brand new clean.

10. It doesn't sound like a pterodactyl in heat. Ever.

11. My cat doesn't run for cover when it starts.

Pretty cool hah? Thanks Aunty and Uncle!! I've done about 15 loads of laundry with it already!! Woot!




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